Heart Restoration

People tend to look at me funny when I happily say that the Father has restored so much in my story of loss. The immediate response I get is, “But you don’t have your rainbow baby! In fact, you haven’t even seen a positive pregnancy test in 5 years, so how is anything...

Vulnerability in Community

Lately the Father has been highlighting what being vulnerable means. It’s not hard for me to be honest. I’m a genuinely honest person. However, being vulnerable would be allowing my true self to be seen and exposed in a way that will allow healing to take...

The Fragrance of His Presence

I used to find satisfaction and even my identity in the things I could do for God. I thought it pleased Him to have my calendar booked and no spare moments in my day, because I was working so hard to prove to Him my love and affection. Except living like that isn’t...

Contentment in Chaos

Am I the only one who feels like life has been so chaotic lately? There is so much noise in my life. The news, social media, and t.v. are constant reminders of the chaos in the world. I’ve started avoiding the news because honestly it all felt too much to me with...

Refining Fire

In the last 6 months or so I have been in a season that I can only describe as refining fire. I’ve told those close to me that the Father has used this season to “pull out yucky parts of me that I didn’t even know were there.” Refining me, so...