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A Seat at His Table

Father has been revealing a deeper truth to me for the past year that I belong in His family. It sounds so elementary, but somewhere along the way I’ve believed a lie that I don’t belong and there is no place where I can fit. I was sharing with my small group about a...

Your Way is Better

I recently remembered a funny story my Mom told me last summer. She said there was a man in her building who was always friendly with her and who also frequently smelled like alcohol. Recently he leaned in close to say something and she could clearly smell the...

The Father of Lights

Recently, a dear friend of mine went through a tragic loss. I have grieved with her and been left questioning so many things about the Father’s involvement in her situation.  I’ve asked Him things I still don’t have answers to. But in the haziness of this fallen...

Freedom From Condemnation

Today was my first counseling appointment since my failed IVF. I’m not sure why, but I was nervous or ashamed of going and then I read “Jesus Calling” this morning and three sentences jumped out at me. I knew it was Father speaking directly to my heart. “Your weakness...

Dwelling Place

“It’s not a building you want to fill, it’s my heart. This empty space is what you wanted all along.”Come Again- Elevation Worship and Maverick City Music A few times a year, my church sets up a tent on the property and we have a time of prayer and worship as a church...

Heart Restoration

People tend to look at me funny when I happily say that the Father has restored so much in my story of loss. The immediate response I get is, “But you don’t have your rainbow baby! In fact, you haven’t even seen a positive pregnancy test in 5 years, so how is anything...